| There is a beautiful mountain near.. Majestic and strong, beautiful thru the purple haze... I wander thru, and come upon a stream, water running crystal clear.. Its so inviting, to just stay here for days.. Where no one knows.. No one cares.. As I round the turn, I stop.. For in front of me, is the most beautiful waterfall I have ever seen Perfect, so it seems, in every way.. So I sit to watch this waterfall And there..I let my mind wander, and it finds you I begin to remember, I want to forget.. The times we had..the memories we made.. The plans that we had to share our lives.. Will now remain in the deepest place in my mind.. The most recessed spot of my heart, for as much as I try.. You will not leave..you are still here with me..where I should have kept you As I let the waterfall take me thru time.. I decide that maybe here, in this pristine place.. Is where I will leave the reason I lost my heart and my soul I look around at the wall I've built..wondering why I've kept it so long I climb over, and look from the outside.. It is so ugly, so cumbersome, so heavy.. I don't understand why I've carried it so many years I can't believe that no one has ever torn it away.. I decide it's best to let it stay here, for maybe some other time.. Some other lost soul might use it to help them thru a trying point.. But for me, that time is over, long gone, and passed I leave it..never looking back I look at the waterfall again, my eyes shimmering with unshed tears.. Thinking back on all the things I missed out on.. Keeping myself locked away.. Holding my heart prisoner when there was someone who wished to hold it instead I turn away, and keep walking, only to find I've lost my way.. I have no where to go now, I'm faced with this cliff in front of me I sigh heavily, wondering where I took the wrong turn.. How I got to this place, this place without hope, without love, without life The memories from before, now flood my mind, And I'm reminded of the waterfalls, that flood the stream I look over the edge of the cliff, wondering if this is where it is to end.. Then suddenly, I feel something..I look up, and find a hand reaching for me.. Odd, I cant quite see the face..but I can feel the love radiate from the hand.. So I take it..and I feel its strength..its promise to not let go.. Its unspoken promise to help me find my way back home I wonder if this is the way of the waterfalls.. Allowing itself to be drawn and taken, lost..waiting to find its way home.. To become one with the stream again >From the silence, comes a voice.. A voice that I have dreamed of every night.. One that has invaded my every waking thought.. Your voice And as I feel you lead me home.. The unshed tears slowly tell me that where I'm going is right.. Where I let you take me, is true.. Although now the tears that were once tears of sadness.. These tears are now tears of joy, because you have come.. To take me home.. And as the tears slowly slip from eyes.. I look up at you and smile.. As down my cheeks... The water falls. |
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